NICE TO MEET YOU

I'm Coach Toni

I was bound in the pact and didn't even know it, that is until life volcanos erupted and I had to face what God opened my eyes to see, even while deep in sin. 

I thought I was a christian friends, but according to Jesus' standards, I was a Lord, Lord! I'm talking if I died where I was, He would have said I never knew you. I was struggling in secret sexual sin. But not only that, I had other invisible attachment chains. I was  chained to toxic psychologically and emotionally abusive relationships all around me. I awakened to the realization that I was surrounded by those involved in the occult. I became their target. I was isolated, my information, computer searches were being manipulated, I was  excommunicated, gaslit, triangulated, technologically abused, financially and sexually  abused, professionally sabotaged. It was insane. Smear campaigns were in full effect.  Their tactics were expertly orchestrated with no way to hold them accountable. This my friend was NOT their first rodeo. It was military style warfare.  Humilation, shame and isolation were part of the deadly coctail.  I hope you can catch what I am saying in the spirit. My connections friend were professional, it was insane. 

My every move was being monitored and dictated. I was dealing with legion friend, smiling people that pretended they didn't know what was going on. Communal narcicissm. Their stories were in lock step. The worst part is many were secretly happy to see my demise. No place was safe, (catch that in the spirit) they made sure of it. I was blocked from all angles, social relationships and support, basic financial moves, even my car was being compromised. Again, I'm talking family, friend affiliations, hear me, every affiliation.   I became aware that my associations were not by happenstance. These people were deeply networked and I was the outsider. Friend I was sold in the spirit. These people were being used by the enemy to steal, kill and destroy my life and my child's life. I want you to know, that these folks were "christians". The betrayal was deep.  There was a hateful element involved that I didn't understand nor could hardly conceive. 

It all blew up when the Lord told me to shut  communication down  from all angles because they were connected. He told me to trust him.  

Like Abraham...

He told me to quit my 21 year job which was suddenly dicey too, and move to another place. He directed me to a new state where I knew NO ONE! I began reading my word again and hearing from Him again. He told me that I was not to go back. He also told me to document the journey so that I could help others gain their freedom. 

It was here that I realized that even though I had been in church all my life I was perishing for a lack of knowledge. It was in this new place that I remembered that I was sexually abused by a close family member.  It was here that I learned to fight and pray, forgive the unforgiveable and  detach without looking back. I learned what narcicism looks like in scripture,and realized that my sexual abuse had me ripe for these kinds of toxic relationships. I had such a fear of man. and many other codependent traits, most of them stemming from false beliefs, lack of faith and trust in God. 

Witchcraft in the Church?

I didn't understand the attacks, sudden swarms (in my home) of flies... dead skinned birds on my property, voodo dolls, astral projections, what in the world have I been exposed to? Friend I was at a loss. Who do I go to? Church isn't talking about this. Will a therapist be able to talk to me about the demonic attacks? It was too much! I knew the word friends, I knew Ephesians 6 and others scriptures, but the truth is, I didn't know how to use them. Oh, but I learned. I also didn't understand the curses that are involved with being in a family with occult roots and friendship affiliations with occult roots, secret society and new age roots. I had to get free of my own sexual sin, but I also had to get free from the sins of my ancestors. I'm talking breaking generational curses and ties to all occult, secret society withcraft, new age and cult like influencnes. Yall I  was right smack dab in a cult and didn't know it. 

I also didn't understand how to break free. These attacks were continual, they were relentless. The Lord was giving me divine revelation that I hadn't had before, I could now see things in the spirit, the connections, the lies. The ties were at high levels! But the Lord kept showing me that it was a spiritual battle. I was not fighting flesh and blood. When I said no and left, the attacks became even stronger. I had to learn what the word means when it says to RESIST. He began teaching me about  witchcraft, occult, new age in the bible and how detestable these things are to Him.  I saw elements of prostitution, trafficking and drugs that were in places that were meant to be holy. I got a picture of the church enmeshed with Babylon.  

He told me to document the journey because I would be helping others, so I did. And friends, SHES DISCIPLED is a product of the Lord teaching me how to build during battle. Like David said, It was good that I was afflicted. In the crushing, he took the ashes and made them into something beautiful. He not only freed me, but used the pain for me to lift his blessed name and shout how I have been redeemed by His blood and teach others how they too can be freed. I am forever grateful!